1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:05,915 2 00:01:47,892 --> 00:01:52,738 Let me see. Have you been experiencing instances of forgetting things lately? - Yes. 3 00:01:53,238 --> 00:01:54,948 Do you often forget things? 4 00:01:56,742 --> 00:01:57,451 Yes. 5 00:01:59,703 --> 00:02:02,789 Even things you just did a second ago, do you immediately forget them? 6 00:02:03,582 --> 00:02:04,416 Yes. 7 00:02:06,543 --> 00:02:10,839 Do you feel like you're a useless person? 8 00:02:12,466 --> 00:02:13,383 Yes. 9 00:02:16,261 --> 00:02:18,430 Do you ever feel like dying? 10 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:20,932 Yes. 11 00:02:24,770 --> 00:02:27,314 Have there been any issues at work? 12 00:02:28,440 --> 00:02:29,524 No. 13 00:02:30,692 --> 00:02:31,818 Really? 14 00:02:35,072 --> 00:02:38,158 Are you sure there haven't been any problems at work? 15 00:02:43,914 --> 00:02:44,831 There have been. 16 00:02:48,502 --> 00:02:50,128 What were you thinking at that time? 17 00:02:58,261 --> 00:03:00,555 I wanted to change my personality. 18 00:03:02,683 --> 00:03:07,020 I feel like if I don't completely change myself into the opposite personality, 19 00:03:07,729 --> 00:03:09,898 there's no hope for me as a person. 20 00:03:14,695 --> 00:03:15,737 I see. 21 00:03:35,257 --> 00:03:36,299 what did the doctor say? 22 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:40,303 She said it's autonomic nervous system disorder. 23 00:03:41,596 --> 00:03:44,057 If the doctor said so, then it must be. 24 00:03:44,057 --> 00:03:47,352 - Let me start running from today. - Is that so? 25 00:03:48,228 --> 00:03:50,313 Didn't that guy Hoshizaki, who works here, say 26 00:03:51,231 --> 00:03:55,777 ...the one from the baseball club? When he was leaving work to go back to school... 27 00:03:55,777 --> 00:04:00,741 ...he said you can hear strange noises or loud screams here, and everyone has come to see. 28 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:03,243 Is that right? 29 00:04:05,078 --> 00:04:07,789 I never thought I would become a patient here. 30 00:04:11,209 --> 00:04:16,673 - Did your company's medical office refer you here? - They sent me an invitation. 31 00:04:17,799 --> 00:04:19,634 Then I can rest assured. 32 00:04:28,727 --> 00:04:30,979 My cousin at home also has the same illness as you, 33 00:04:33,523 --> 00:04:36,193 but he's doing fine now. 34 00:04:53,001 --> 00:04:54,753 -Kenji. -Junko. 35 00:04:55,587 --> 00:04:58,632 - Aren't you working today? - No, I have the day off. 36 00:04:59,424 --> 00:05:02,761 Sorry, did I startle you? 37 00:05:03,011 --> 00:05:05,639 I didn't expect him to come to your house. 38 00:05:07,891 --> 00:05:11,061 Because he didn't come home after leaving. 39 00:05:11,061 --> 00:05:13,063 I've been searching for him. 40 00:05:13,688 --> 00:05:18,610 He suddenly came to my house at noon and asked me to take him to the hospital. 41 00:05:20,487 --> 00:05:21,530 why? 42 00:05:22,948 --> 00:05:26,910 Even though I've tried to persuade him before, he refused to come to the hospital. 43 00:05:29,246 --> 00:05:33,083 He said that if he had to be hospitalized, I should tell you and our family, and he cried. 44 00:05:34,668 --> 00:05:37,212 He must have thought he would definitely be hospitalized this time. 45 00:05:39,506 --> 00:05:40,465 Is that so? 46 00:05:41,758 --> 00:05:43,051 Please sign here. 47 00:05:57,732 --> 00:06:04,698 The Sound of Grass. 48 00:06:09,035 --> 00:06:12,622 Just a moment ago, a small animal crossed the road a little ahead on this stretch. 49 00:06:12,622 --> 00:06:15,208 I think it was a red fox. 50 00:06:18,003 --> 00:06:21,631 But it ran away immediately, and then I couldn't see it anymore. 51 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:33,560 It was probably a dog or a cat. 52 00:06:35,312 --> 00:06:37,814 You don't usually see red foxes around here. 53 00:06:38,648 --> 00:06:40,567 Is that so? 54 00:06:47,324 --> 00:06:48,408 I thought it was a fox. 55 00:06:55,290 --> 00:06:58,251 Since coming to Hokkaido, I haven't seen one yet. 56 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:04,549 When you were little, you must have seen them many times. 57 00:07:05,967 --> 00:07:07,052 Hmm. 58 00:07:09,054 --> 00:07:10,931 That's nice. 59 00:07:12,349 --> 00:07:13,642 I would like to see them too. 60 00:07:20,148 --> 00:07:23,818 Among animals, I love foxes the most. 61 00:07:26,237 --> 00:07:28,073 How many times have you seen them so far? 62 00:08:07,654 --> 00:08:12,450 Although the doctor told you to run, it's better to take your medicine and go to bed for now 63 00:08:13,368 --> 00:08:16,871 since you haven't slept much or eaten anything in the past three days. 64 00:08:16,871 --> 00:08:19,416 It's okay, I just took a nap in the car. 65 00:08:19,916 --> 00:08:23,003 - At least eat something before you go. - I just ate. 66 00:08:23,003 --> 00:08:26,673 - What did you eat just now? - I bought bread at the convenience store on the way to the hospital. 67 00:08:28,466 --> 00:08:30,260 No, you can't go out. 68 00:09:08,506 --> 00:09:11,009 Kazu, dinner is ready. 69 00:09:18,767 --> 00:09:21,936 Didn't the doctor say you have to get up in the morning? 70 00:09:29,986 --> 00:09:31,029 Wake up. 71 00:10:11,111 --> 00:10:12,946 You've slept until this time again. 72 00:10:14,739 --> 00:10:16,199 73 00:10:16,199 --> 00:10:18,785 I called you. 74 00:10:18,785 --> 00:10:20,453 But you seem to be in a bad mood. 75 00:10:21,663 --> 00:10:23,748 Even though I can fall asleep after taking the medicine, 76 00:10:23,748 --> 00:10:25,542 it's really hard to wake up. 77 00:10:34,717 --> 00:10:37,428 The soup needs to be heated before you can drink it, 78 00:11:02,328 --> 00:11:06,457 and don't give Nico human food, it's not good for its health. 79 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:35,236 Here you go. 80 00:11:35,570 --> 00:11:36,613 What's this? 81 00:11:49,918 --> 00:11:54,214 It can display running distance and time. It seems like it can also measure your pulse. 82 00:11:54,464 --> 00:11:55,715 Thank you. 83 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:08,186 Nico, let's go for a walk. 84 00:12:08,186 --> 00:12:13,566 - I'll join you after I finish eating. - It's okay. I'll go alone during this time. Aren't you going for a run today too? 85 00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:15,318 Yes, I have to run. 86 00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:41,696 -Hello. -Hello. 87 00:14:22,487 --> 00:14:23,404 No entry allowed. 88 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,532 Dad is very tired now. 89 00:14:27,825 --> 00:14:29,160 We're going home, okay? 90 00:14:48,554 --> 00:14:51,015 Koizumi, if you're done, you can submit your paper and take a rest. 91 00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:04,946 Jumping from a 7-meter high rock into the sea. 92 00:15:04,946 --> 00:15:08,533 Everyone is amazed at a place not far from the beach. 93 00:15:09,367 --> 00:15:11,035 It really takes a lot of courage. 94 00:15:11,035 --> 00:15:12,495 It's like a daredevil challenge. 95 00:15:13,287 --> 00:15:17,041 But the first time requires courage; you get used to it after a few jumps. 96 00:15:17,750 --> 00:15:22,255 Every man in this town does it once. 97 00:15:24,757 --> 00:15:27,885 Koizumi, why don't you give it a try too? 98 00:15:28,719 --> 00:15:31,597 Okay, I'm looking forward to the summer. 99 00:15:34,725 --> 00:15:38,354 - Alright, let's go. - Okay. 100 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:49,490 They have spirit. Hakodate's Doukou High School basketball team. 101 00:15:44,444 --> 00:15:49,115 Up, up, up! 102 00:15:51,617 --> 00:15:54,036 Steal the ball. Steal the ball. 103 00:15:54,912 --> 00:15:57,165 Nice. 104 00:15:58,332 --> 00:16:03,379 Steal the ball. Steal the ball. 105 00:16:04,130 --> 00:16:06,799 Come on, let's go. Go! 106 00:16:09,343 --> 00:16:12,722 Pass the ball to me. 107 00:16:33,576 --> 00:16:36,454 Over there, diving is prohibited here. 108 00:16:36,454 --> 00:16:38,080 Didn't you hear? 109 00:16:57,767 --> 00:17:00,394 - You choked on water. - No, I didn't choke. 110 00:17:02,647 --> 00:17:04,023 You can touch the bottom here. 111 00:17:12,823 --> 00:17:16,452 Please swim counterclockwise. No diving. 112 00:17:14,116 --> 00:17:15,910 I don't know such a place. 113 00:17:17,995 --> 00:17:21,415 Besides, the period when this town can swim in the sea is very short. 114 00:17:22,833 --> 00:17:24,502 And there are very few people who actually swim in the sea. 115 00:17:26,003 --> 00:17:27,129 Is that so? 116 00:17:28,506 --> 00:17:30,258 Although I come here every day, 117 00:17:30,967 --> 00:17:32,885 I've only seen older people so far. 118 00:17:33,844 --> 00:17:36,264 It's impressive that you come here every day. 119 00:17:38,099 --> 00:17:38,724 It's not a big deal. 120 00:17:39,892 --> 00:17:43,688 Once I'm in the pool, I feel like I can swim to Honshu Island. 121 00:17:46,232 --> 00:17:48,484 So, you can dive and stuff, right? 122 00:17:51,153 --> 00:17:52,321 I guess so. 123 00:17:55,116 --> 00:17:57,201 Show me a demonstration, let me see. 124 00:18:02,707 --> 00:18:04,458 - Now? - Yeah. 125 00:18:06,586 --> 00:18:07,587 Sure, why not? 126 00:18:32,486 --> 00:18:34,405 Do you know Ogata? 127 00:18:35,865 --> 00:18:36,991 The one in the second year. 128 00:18:41,454 --> 00:18:44,081 When I was in junior high, I was bullied by him and I was scared to go to school. 129 00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,376 I don't know. 130 00:18:48,419 --> 00:18:49,837 I was in Sapporo before I entered my first year of high school. 131 00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:52,006 I just transferred here recently. 132 00:18:52,256 --> 00:18:54,216 I don't know anyone here. 133 00:18:57,762 --> 00:18:59,055 I see. 134 00:19:31,128 --> 00:19:32,004 Well, then... 135 00:19:32,922 --> 00:19:35,591 I'll teach you how to swim, and in return, you teach me how to skateboard. 136 00:19:35,716 --> 00:19:36,592 Sounds good. 137 00:19:36,801 --> 00:19:38,803 Here you go. 138 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,572 Ouch. That hurts. 139 00:19:58,989 --> 00:20:00,991 it hurts. 140 00:20:03,911 --> 00:20:05,621 141 00:20:06,038 --> 00:20:10,000 I feel like I'm bleeding. Look, look. 142 00:20:10,543 --> 00:20:12,795 - Don't show it to me. - Look at it. 143 00:20:12,795 --> 00:20:14,213 I told you not to show it to me. 144 00:20:54,336 --> 00:20:55,463 Yes. 145 00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:59,884 The hospital gave him a diagnosis, and it seems like the company gave him three weeks off. 146 00:21:01,469 --> 00:21:05,347 I wonder if it's because of the job his dad recommended 147 00:21:05,347 --> 00:21:08,267 Kozue is overworking himself. 148 00:21:11,061 --> 00:21:15,941 I feel like even though we finally came here, the situation is getting worse. 149 00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:21,030 I originally thought this place was more relaxed than Tokyo, with a good environment. 150 00:21:24,700 --> 00:21:27,161 Yeah, I'll let him know. 151 00:21:29,622 --> 00:21:31,749 We'll come to visit when he's feeling better. 152 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:35,753 Mom, take care of yourself too. 153 00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:39,924 Okay, I'll hang up now. 154 00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:26,859 - welcome back. - i'm back. 155 00:25:27,985 --> 00:25:31,488 - Did you go running in the rain? - It started raining while I was running. 156 00:25:32,072 --> 00:25:35,075 - You might catch a cold - I'll go take a shower right away. 157 00:25:40,622 --> 00:25:41,874 How far did you run today? 158 00:25:43,417 --> 00:25:47,087 I turned back halfway, so about 5 kilometers. 159 00:25:48,422 --> 00:25:53,761 But I've improved a lot compared to when I first started running. 160 00:25:52,384 --> 00:25:59,558 June, kilometers, time. 161 00:26:02,603 --> 00:26:06,398 By the way, the clothes I hung out to dry got wet too. 162 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:08,692 Is that so? 163 00:26:09,234 --> 00:26:11,195 It seemed like it wasn't raining when I left. 164 00:26:19,828 --> 00:26:21,580 I'm not blaming you for that. 165 00:26:23,957 --> 00:26:27,559 If your clothes were dry, other clothes must have been dry too. 166 00:26:27,836 --> 00:26:30,005 If you had brought them inside together, it would have been better. 167 00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,272 Ready, go! 168 00:27:09,419 --> 00:27:13,966 - Why are you holding such a big piece of wood? - I'm going to sell it on Mercari. 169 00:27:19,763 --> 00:27:21,098 it hurts. 170 00:27:21,473 --> 00:27:23,058 I told you not to let go. 171 00:27:23,809 --> 00:27:26,061 Wait, something feels like it's poking me. 172 00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:28,147 Don't let go. 173 00:27:28,814 --> 00:27:32,568 Wait, wait, it hurts. 174 00:27:38,866 --> 00:27:39,992 Hiroto. 175 00:27:41,785 --> 00:27:44,079 Sorry, sorry. Thank you for bringing it. 176 00:27:44,079 --> 00:27:46,665 What do you take me for? 177 00:27:48,834 --> 00:27:49,918 Is he your friend? 178 00:27:51,837 --> 00:27:54,965 Yes, his name is Akira. This is my sister Emi. 179 00:27:54,965 --> 00:27:56,175 Who are you calling a sister? 180 00:27:56,758 --> 00:27:58,051 Did I say something wrong? 181 00:27:58,510 --> 00:28:01,430 Since you're friends, you should get along nicely. 182 00:28:03,765 --> 00:28:04,933 Ready, go! 183 00:28:06,727 --> 00:28:09,062 Hey, what's this? 184 00:28:09,855 --> 00:28:10,898 I don't know. 185 00:28:11,857 --> 00:28:13,275 Thanks, I'm fine now. 186 00:28:13,692 --> 00:28:15,527 - What? - It's fine. 187 00:28:16,570 --> 00:28:17,946 Let's go. 188 00:28:18,864 --> 00:28:20,032 Where are you going? 189 00:28:21,783 --> 00:28:22,492 To the island. 190 00:28:33,503 --> 00:28:36,048 Oh, that's amazing. 191 00:28:38,967 --> 00:28:39,509 Here you go. 192 00:29:08,580 --> 00:29:11,208 -You're terrible at sliding. -You're so noisy. 193 00:29:11,208 --> 00:29:12,167 Do you want to try? 194 00:29:12,167 --> 00:29:13,794 I want to try. Teach me. 195 00:29:23,178 --> 00:29:25,305 Stand with one foot here and spread the other foot apart. 196 00:29:27,391 --> 00:29:29,935 -Right. -Is that how it goes? -Yes. 197 00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:30,894 We're going to start sliding now. Ready? 198 00:29:31,311 --> 00:29:33,105 It's so scary. 199 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:35,691 Slide slowly forward. 200 00:29:36,650 --> 00:29:40,570 So fast! Wait! 201 00:29:42,531 --> 00:29:45,659 -It's so scary. -Walk straight, walk straight. 202 00:29:49,538 --> 00:29:51,540 I want to quit my current job. 203 00:29:52,165 --> 00:29:55,377 Same here. It's a sales job, right? 204 00:29:55,669 --> 00:29:59,965 A high-pressure job isn't good for treating this illness. 205 00:30:01,091 --> 00:30:04,261 What about your livelihood? 206 00:30:04,886 --> 00:30:06,805 I'll rely on unemployment insurance for now. 207 00:30:07,431 --> 00:30:11,435 Since that's the case, take your time finding a job. 208 00:30:11,435 --> 00:30:17,649 No need to rush. You're just starting your life at your age. 209 00:30:17,649 --> 00:30:23,780 You can also read more books because you can fully concentrate now. 210 00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:30,746 Before, you were tired but didn't realize it yourself. 211 00:30:37,961 --> 00:30:42,341 Your sleep quality has also improved. 212 00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:45,302 - You don't need medication anymore, - I'm sleeping well now. 213 00:30:46,345 --> 00:30:50,015 Not relying on medication is indeed the best. 214 00:30:50,015 --> 00:30:55,604 But don't stop taking all the pills at once. Gradually reduce the dosage. 215 00:30:55,604 --> 00:30:59,983 If your sleep becomes bad again or your condition worsens, come to see me immediately. 216 00:30:59,983 --> 00:31:00,442 Okay. 217 00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:08,325 Here you go. That's all for this time. 218 00:31:10,994 --> 00:31:11,953 Thank you, doctor. 219 00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:20,629 Take care. 220 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:32,557 What did the doctor say? 221 00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:35,310 The treatment plan is effective, and I'm recovering quickly. 222 00:31:35,310 --> 00:31:37,270 That's great to hear. 223 00:31:38,438 --> 00:31:42,442 But when I was leaving, the doctor told me to take care. What does it mean? 224 00:31:42,442 --> 00:31:43,985 Why are you asking that? 225 00:31:44,694 --> 00:31:45,445 It's nothing. 226 00:32:14,057 --> 00:32:16,476 Stop daydreaming and get up to wipe the table. 227 00:32:16,476 --> 00:32:17,394 Hmm. 228 00:32:21,731 --> 00:32:22,566 Oh, someone's here. 229 00:32:31,283 --> 00:32:32,659 -Hello. -Hello. 230 00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:39,458 Sorry to interrupt, Junko 231 00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:41,376 Hey. 232 00:32:44,087 --> 00:32:47,799 This is a gift from a former student of mine. 233 00:32:47,799 --> 00:32:49,968 Oh, thank you. 234 00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:52,262 Oh, it's great! Should we eat it now? 235 00:32:52,262 --> 00:32:53,847 It's better to have it chilled. 236 00:32:53,847 --> 00:32:55,474 It's still chilled. 237 00:32:57,225 --> 00:32:58,727 Then let's eat it now. 238 00:33:05,275 --> 00:33:06,234 I'll bring these over. 239 00:33:06,234 --> 00:33:08,153 -You go sit over there first. -Okay. 240 00:33:14,034 --> 00:33:15,494 Oh, thank you. 241 00:33:15,494 --> 00:33:17,162 Is the school on summer vacation? 242 00:33:17,162 --> 00:33:18,038 Yes. 243 00:33:18,914 --> 00:33:21,082 But even during the vacation, there are many things to do. 244 00:33:25,879 --> 00:33:26,671 How about you? 245 00:33:27,339 --> 00:33:29,341 -Have you found a job? -Not yet. 246 00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,968 Lately, I've been going to job placement agencies a lot, but I haven't found a suitable one. 247 00:33:34,262 --> 00:33:40,519 I was working in Tokyo, doing printing and interviews, then returned to my hometown. Now I'm just an unemployed person. 248 00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:41,394 What an eventful journey. 249 00:33:42,312 --> 00:33:47,359 When I went to pick up the unemployment certificate for the first time, I realized that I had become a useless person in the end. 250 00:33:49,277 --> 00:33:51,947 I also want to quit my job as a teacher in the future and experience your feelings. 251 00:33:53,990 --> 00:33:55,909 Is the table cleaned up? 252 00:33:55,909 --> 00:33:56,826 It's all wiped clean. 253 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:11,299 -Here you go. -Thank you. 254 00:34:19,808 --> 00:34:20,642 Not bad, not bad. 255 00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:24,437 I'll start eating. 256 00:34:33,905 --> 00:34:35,115 It's so sweet. 257 00:34:35,115 --> 00:34:36,908 Yeah, really sweet. 258 00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:38,243 -The perfect time to eat. -Yeah. 259 00:34:41,871 --> 00:34:43,498 You're such a good teacher. 260 00:34:44,124 --> 00:34:47,919 -What? -To think a student would give you such a nice gift. 261 00:34:49,838 --> 00:34:56,428 After a student dropped out, I helped him find a job. Since then, he's been giving me gifts every year. 262 00:34:57,762 --> 00:35:03,560 Back in high school, I couldn't imagine you standing at the front of a classroom teaching English. 263 00:35:05,145 --> 00:35:13,111 In this world, there are people who don't want to work and people who have no choice but to work. 264 00:35:13,653 --> 00:35:14,529 And then there's a type of person... 265 00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,325 -Who can't sit still without working? -Is that so? 266 00:35:19,034 --> 00:35:20,910 I belong to the last category. 267 00:35:24,205 --> 00:35:26,958 You're not a PE teacher, right? 268 00:35:28,501 --> 00:35:30,128 I've heard that line countless times. 269 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:31,671 Who told you to wear sports attire all the time? 270 00:35:32,839 --> 00:35:34,174 - Is that so? - Yeah. 271 00:35:34,174 --> 00:35:35,967 Well, this is my work uniform. 272 00:35:35,967 --> 00:35:38,595 When I wear it, my efficiency improves. 273 00:35:39,846 --> 00:35:41,556 What kind of efficiency? 274 00:35:41,556 --> 00:35:42,599 Work efficiency, of course. 275 00:35:43,433 --> 00:35:45,185 Aren't you an English teacher? 276 00:35:45,769 --> 00:35:47,812 Yeah, that's right. 277 00:35:49,731 --> 00:35:50,649 So what's there to improve? 278 00:35:51,566 --> 00:35:52,150 Nothing, really. 279 00:35:59,658 --> 00:36:01,117 Are you going for a run now? 280 00:36:01,993 --> 00:36:04,120 - It's really hot outside. - Doesn't bother me. 281 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:04,913 What? 282 00:36:05,830 --> 00:36:08,083 Are you still running every day? 283 00:36:08,083 --> 00:36:10,377 Since summer started, morning and evening runs. 284 00:36:10,377 --> 00:36:13,922 Oh, that's surprising. You're really dedicated. 285 00:36:13,922 --> 00:36:17,717 Why don't you skip it today? Kenji is here for a short visit during his second year of graduate school. 286 00:36:17,717 --> 00:36:20,095 If I skip a day, I'll revert back to my old self. 287 00:36:20,929 --> 00:36:22,972 He's really enthusiastic about running. 288 00:36:22,972 --> 00:36:25,517 He doesn't take any transportation, only runs. 289 00:36:25,517 --> 00:36:28,728 It's hard to understand the difficulty unless you do it every day. 290 00:36:28,728 --> 00:36:30,605 I'm going back now. 291 00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:37,278 How about waiting a little longer until he comes back? 292 00:36:37,278 --> 00:36:38,988 No need. I'll head back for today. 293 00:36:44,119 --> 00:36:45,161 Thank you. 294 00:37:57,776 --> 00:37:58,735 I'll go on ahead for a run. 295 00:40:27,508 --> 00:40:30,219 Did you know? The circus is in town. 296 00:40:30,219 --> 00:40:30,929 I know. 297 00:40:32,138 --> 00:40:33,181 Do you want to go together? 298 00:40:33,890 --> 00:40:37,226 I watched it when I was a kid. I want to see it again now. 299 00:40:37,226 --> 00:40:39,020 No, I heard it's Sucks. 300 00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:41,022 Are you going with your boyfriend? 301 00:40:41,022 --> 00:40:42,190 Well, you don't have to go either. 302 00:40:43,775 --> 00:40:45,026 It's just me and Akira. 303 00:40:45,777 --> 00:40:47,278 Sure, let's pick a date. 304 00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:51,366 How about next month? 305 00:40:51,366 --> 00:40:52,617 Let's decide on the exact day later. 306 00:40:53,493 --> 00:40:54,577 I want to go too. 307 00:40:57,747 --> 00:40:58,915 Remember, okay? 308 00:40:58,915 --> 00:41:03,670 Hiroto, when you were little, you cried because you were scared of elephants. Dad even gave you a piggyback ride. 309 00:41:05,171 --> 00:41:06,631 How could I possibly remember that? 310 00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:09,467 I don't even remember what Dad looks like. 311 00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:15,640 Goodbye. 312 00:41:18,267 --> 00:41:18,977 Bye. 313 00:41:39,247 --> 00:41:40,790 So, this is Hakodate. 314 00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:41,958 The observatory is so high. 315 00:41:41,958 --> 00:41:44,502 I'm so excited. 316 00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:46,045 It's even higher than I imagined. 317 00:41:49,007 --> 00:41:52,301 We're almost at the mountaintop station. 318 00:41:52,301 --> 00:41:55,972 The exit is on the right in the forward direction. 319 00:41:56,597 --> 00:42:00,727 The cabin will shake when we arrive. Please watch your step. 320 00:42:01,686 --> 00:42:05,356 Passengers near the exit, please stay away from the cabin door. 321 00:42:05,982 --> 00:42:09,027 - We've arrived. - Wow! 322 00:42:35,678 --> 00:42:37,305 The puppy is so cute. 323 00:42:37,305 --> 00:42:38,598 Hello. 324 00:42:38,598 --> 00:42:40,767 Hello, can I touch it? 325 00:42:40,767 --> 00:42:42,060 Oh, please go ahead. 326 00:42:49,692 --> 00:42:51,152 what's the dog's name? 327 00:42:52,361 --> 00:42:55,740 His name is Nico. It's the smiling one, Nico Nico. 328 00:42:52,361 --> 00:42:55,740 329 00:42:55,740 --> 00:42:59,077 Nico, you're so obedient. 330 00:43:02,163 --> 00:43:05,666 That's nice. Miss, can I pat your head too? 331 00:43:07,001 --> 00:43:08,252 Do you like dogs? 332 00:43:08,252 --> 00:43:09,587 I like both cats and dogs. 333 00:43:11,380 --> 00:43:13,549 but i live in an apartment. 334 00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:15,802 And I have my grandma at home. She's allergic, so I can't have pets. 335 00:43:17,887 --> 00:43:19,764 I hope I can have one in the future. 336 00:43:21,265 --> 00:43:22,350 It's hard to say. 337 00:43:23,476 --> 00:43:26,562 Although I want to move out and live alone, I can't leave my grandma behind. 338 00:43:28,606 --> 00:43:29,357 I see. 339 00:43:32,276 --> 00:43:34,654 Are you also from Tokyo? 340 00:43:35,196 --> 00:43:37,323 Yes, how did you know? 341 00:43:38,449 --> 00:43:40,118 I don't know. I just had a feeling. 342 00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:57,677 It's dangerous, you know? 343 00:43:57,677 --> 00:43:59,929 Everyone says it's dangerous. 344 00:44:06,102 --> 00:44:07,311 Hiroto's Dance. 345 00:44:12,233 --> 00:44:13,860 Let's have some sparklers. 346 00:44:18,072 --> 00:44:19,031 Let's set off fireworks. 347 00:44:20,283 --> 00:44:21,325 Let's do it later. 348 00:44:23,035 --> 00:44:24,453 Alright. 349 00:44:25,121 --> 00:44:26,581 - Here you go. - Thank you. 350 00:44:30,835 --> 00:44:32,295 I lit it up. 351 00:44:42,513 --> 00:44:43,472 It's burning. 352 00:44:43,472 --> 00:44:44,307 It's lit, it's lit. 353 00:44:49,812 --> 00:44:51,397 It's burning so fast. 354 00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:52,190 Really fast. 355 00:44:55,651 --> 00:44:56,360 It's almost finished. 356 00:45:01,490 --> 00:45:02,241 It's hot. 357 00:45:02,241 --> 00:45:03,492 Did you get hurt? 358 00:45:03,492 --> 00:45:04,243 - It's hot. - Are you okay? 359 00:45:13,252 --> 00:45:14,337 Thank you. 360 00:45:18,007 --> 00:45:18,633 Is this one alright? 361 00:45:20,593 --> 00:45:21,636 Yes, this one is fine. 362 00:45:30,561 --> 00:45:32,271 - Does it hurt? - No, it doesn't hurt. 363 00:47:10,244 --> 00:47:11,662 You got dumped, huh? 364 00:47:12,496 --> 00:47:13,289 Are you annoyed? 365 00:47:24,008 --> 00:47:26,135 You'll definitely have muscle soreness tomorrow. 366 00:47:43,694 --> 00:47:46,614 I haven't been playing basketball lately. 367 00:47:48,366 --> 00:47:50,576 I haven't been working either. 368 00:48:15,976 --> 00:48:17,061 Hey, Koizumi. 369 00:48:21,816 --> 00:48:23,442 Why don't you come to practice? 370 00:48:23,442 --> 00:48:25,277 You haven't practiced at all this summer. 371 00:48:27,321 --> 00:48:30,032 Were you slacking off during practice to secretly study? 372 00:48:30,032 --> 00:48:31,826 I heard you were fooling around with a girl. 373 00:48:31,826 --> 00:48:32,910 and she looks older than you. 374 00:48:34,036 --> 00:48:35,287 Is she your girlfriend? 375 00:48:35,996 --> 00:48:37,915 So, have you graduated from being a virgin? 376 00:48:37,915 --> 00:48:38,707 Say something! 377 00:48:39,959 --> 00:48:41,627 She's a friend's sister. 378 00:48:42,253 --> 00:48:44,380 You're quite skilled, huh? 379 00:48:45,589 --> 00:48:51,971 By the way, Koizumi, I've been meaning to ask you, do you want to study marine biology at Hakodate Junior College? 380 00:48:51,971 --> 00:48:53,722 They only accept fewer than ten people. 381 00:48:54,890 --> 00:48:57,309 Are you actually interested in that? 382 00:48:58,436 --> 00:48:58,936 What? 383 00:49:00,396 --> 00:49:03,983 Don't worry, a place of that level won't accept me. 384 00:49:09,780 --> 00:49:11,699 Don't think you can get carried away just because you have a girl. 385 00:49:23,043 --> 00:49:23,752 I heard. 386 00:49:24,795 --> 00:49:27,923 Her name is Emi, right? How pretty is she? 387 00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:30,092 Introduce her to the guys next time. 388 00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:35,222 Hold on. 389 00:49:38,517 --> 00:49:39,852 Aren't you going to the seaside? 390 00:49:40,811 --> 00:49:42,521 what seaside? 391 00:49:42,938 --> 00:49:43,939 What are you talking about? 392 00:49:45,441 --> 00:49:49,111 Aren't you supposed to jump off a cliff? I'll show you. 393 00:49:49,111 --> 00:49:50,196 Let's go now. 394 00:50:24,605 --> 00:50:25,356 It's over there. 395 00:50:32,947 --> 00:50:34,114 396 00:50:35,032 --> 00:50:35,699 It's over there. 397 00:50:47,962 --> 00:50:48,921 But don't you want to see it? 398 00:50:50,130 --> 00:50:51,048 We'll stay here. 399 00:50:56,095 --> 00:50:57,179 As you wish. 400 00:51:27,710 --> 00:51:32,381 {\i1}No swimming allowed. 401 00:51:34,883 --> 00:51:35,926 Wait a minute. 402 00:51:37,136 --> 00:51:38,721 Are you Japanese? 403 00:51:38,721 --> 00:51:39,430 What? 404 00:51:40,431 --> 00:51:42,600 Did you see this warning sign? 405 00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:43,058 Yes, I did. 406 00:51:44,518 --> 00:51:46,353 It's dangerous. Get out of there quickly! 407 00:51:47,146 --> 00:51:48,397 - Get out! - Sorry. 408 00:52:57,132 --> 00:52:58,300 Damn it. 409 00:53:19,655 --> 00:53:21,156 Thanks for having us. 410 00:54:05,993 --> 00:54:09,413 So, how many sets of dishes do you wash in a day? 411 00:54:09,413 --> 00:54:13,167 Each person washes at least three, no, wait. 412 00:54:13,167 --> 00:54:17,504 Including soup bowls, it's four. And then... 413 00:54:17,504 --> 00:54:24,011 There are about 500 students, so it adds up to over 2,000. 414 00:54:26,096 --> 00:54:27,139 No way. 415 00:54:27,848 --> 00:54:30,100 That number really shocked me. 416 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,685 Half of it is done by machines. 417 00:54:32,561 --> 00:54:36,482 Although it's tiring, my personality is suited for dealing with things. 418 00:54:37,149 --> 00:54:39,443 It's purely physical labor, huh? 419 00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:44,740 After running, your body should become more toned, right? 420 00:54:48,660 --> 00:54:49,369 Wow. 421 00:54:49,369 --> 00:54:51,538 What? 422 00:54:51,538 --> 00:54:52,539 It hurts so much. 423 00:54:54,792 --> 00:54:56,960 You're so stupid. 424 00:55:03,592 --> 00:55:05,385 I'm going to the restroom. 425 00:55:06,136 --> 00:55:07,179 Remember, it's your turn. 426 00:55:08,597 --> 00:55:10,265 Are you okay? 427 00:55:11,183 --> 00:55:11,809 I'm fine. 428 00:55:17,022 --> 00:55:20,108 He seems happiest when he's with you. 429 00:55:21,568 --> 00:55:22,778 He looks quite lively. 430 00:55:22,778 --> 00:55:23,862 Yes. 431 00:55:26,031 --> 00:55:27,866 He even sleeps better now. 432 00:55:28,909 --> 00:55:31,036 He seems to have adjusted to work too. 433 00:55:32,871 --> 00:55:33,705 That's great. 434 00:55:35,833 --> 00:55:39,044 It's all thanks to you taking him to the hospital. 435 00:55:40,170 --> 00:55:42,631 If it were me, he probably wouldn't have wanted to go. 436 00:55:42,631 --> 00:55:44,383 No, that's not true. 437 00:55:48,887 --> 00:55:52,349 At that time, 438 00:55:52,933 --> 00:55:55,936 he was just a bit confused. 439 00:55:58,355 --> 00:56:00,190 Is that so? 440 00:56:03,610 --> 00:56:05,404 in my opinion, 441 00:56:06,780 --> 00:56:14,162 He looks the happiest when he's with you. 442 00:56:15,038 --> 00:56:16,456 Is that so? 443 00:56:18,000 --> 00:56:21,461 This guy used to be so unlikeable. 444 00:56:22,754 --> 00:56:24,381 Unlikeable? 445 00:56:25,090 --> 00:56:32,723 He always acted superior, looked down on people, and easily got angry. 446 00:56:34,224 --> 00:56:38,312 Selfish, unreasonable, and had a sharp tongue. 447 00:56:44,526 --> 00:56:46,904 And yet, you two became friends. 448 00:56:50,824 --> 00:56:51,700 So, you know, 449 00:56:52,910 --> 00:56:55,621 he looks really happy now. 450 00:57:01,752 --> 00:57:02,711 Sorry. 451 00:57:08,300 --> 00:57:11,011 Why did you suddenly come back? 452 00:57:39,706 --> 00:57:40,499 Well, 453 00:57:41,541 --> 00:57:43,251 I don't want to go to school anymore. 454 00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:46,296 What about after dropping out? 455 00:57:47,089 --> 00:57:47,923 I haven't thought about it. 456 00:57:50,634 --> 00:57:52,094 Did something happen? 457 00:57:53,261 --> 00:57:55,180 Not really. 458 00:57:55,180 --> 00:57:56,515 There's just nothing I want to do. 459 00:58:00,310 --> 00:58:03,021 But if I drop out, my grandmother will be really upset. 460 00:58:05,732 --> 00:58:07,401 Emi will nag me too. 461 00:58:14,366 --> 00:58:15,867 I want to go out and see the world. 462 00:58:16,910 --> 00:58:17,703 Go on a trip? 463 00:58:18,578 --> 00:58:19,204 I don't know. 464 00:58:23,083 --> 00:58:24,001 But you know, 465 00:58:24,918 --> 00:58:27,337 Since some people can kill without any reason, 466 00:58:28,255 --> 00:58:31,425 Quitting school shouldn't need a reason either, right? 467 00:58:34,511 --> 00:58:36,263 If you want to do it, just do it. 468 00:58:43,061 --> 00:58:46,732 Sometimes I hate myself. Do you ever feel that way too? 469 00:58:48,942 --> 00:58:50,819 If you hate it, just hate it. 470 00:58:52,070 --> 00:58:54,489 Akira, you study so well, you'll definitely be able to go to university. 471 00:58:55,240 --> 00:58:57,284 You can aim high, but I can't. 472 00:58:59,661 --> 00:59:00,746 What are you frustrated about? 473 00:59:02,539 --> 00:59:04,291 Why are you so calm? 474 00:59:05,625 --> 00:59:06,710 Do I look calm to you? 475 00:59:08,503 --> 00:59:09,796 Yes, calm. 476 00:59:11,173 --> 00:59:12,257 Do you want me to say something? 477 00:59:13,091 --> 00:59:14,426 That's not what I mean. 478 00:59:20,932 --> 00:59:22,726 I can't control what you do. 479 00:59:41,745 --> 00:59:42,579 That's right. 480 00:59:43,330 --> 00:59:45,040 I just wanted you to say something. 481 00:59:45,999 --> 00:59:47,000 I'm going back. 482 00:59:49,419 --> 00:59:50,587 You're so cold. 483 00:59:51,922 --> 00:59:54,299 If you keep this up, you'll end up all alone. 484 00:59:55,592 --> 00:59:56,676 That's fine. 485 00:59:59,471 --> 01:00:00,347 Is it? 486 01:00:01,348 --> 01:00:03,809 Forget it, do whatever you want. 487 01:02:08,058 --> 01:02:11,436 Pregnancy test. 488 01:02:18,735 --> 01:02:20,862 Are you going to run that 10 kilometers again? 489 01:02:21,529 --> 01:02:23,823 Do you want to go for a run? 490 01:02:30,997 --> 01:02:32,415 -Let's run tomorrow. -Run. 491 01:02:44,386 --> 01:02:46,263 You're getting faster. 492 01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,312 How did the pregnancy test turn out? 493 01:03:07,200 --> 01:03:10,495 I took it twice and it was positive both times. 494 01:03:16,793 --> 01:03:21,381 I'm planning to go to the hospital next week to confirm. 495 01:03:22,090 --> 01:03:23,008 I see. 496 01:03:46,781 --> 01:03:48,158 Are you not happy? 497 01:03:48,158 --> 01:03:51,202 Why are you asking that? I'm not unhappy. 498 01:03:52,245 --> 01:03:54,331 It seems like you're not very happy. 499 01:03:55,290 --> 01:03:57,709 I'm just still processing everything. 500 01:04:07,552 --> 01:04:09,054 Why are you like this? 501 01:04:26,112 --> 01:04:27,989 Do you want me to not have this child? 502 01:04:28,490 --> 01:04:30,825 Why would you say that? 503 01:04:56,726 --> 01:04:59,229 How boring. I really want to go home. 504 01:04:59,229 --> 01:05:00,355 Why? 505 01:05:00,939 --> 01:05:02,941 I don't know either. 506 01:05:02,941 --> 01:05:04,401 You miss home, don't you? 507 01:05:05,360 --> 01:05:08,488 If that's the case, I want to go home too. 508 01:05:09,739 --> 01:05:11,574 You said you wanted to go back. Where would you go? 509 01:05:14,077 --> 01:05:17,872 My hometown is so far away, and I don't have any friends here. 510 01:05:20,208 --> 01:05:21,918 Isn't Kenji your friend? 511 01:05:21,918 --> 01:05:23,962 He's your friend, right? 512 01:05:23,962 --> 01:05:25,296 Don't you like him? 513 01:05:25,296 --> 01:05:26,714 It's not that. 514 01:05:26,714 --> 01:05:28,758 Why are you angry then? 515 01:05:29,384 --> 01:05:31,636 Don't ask me why. Forget it. 516 01:05:32,679 --> 01:05:35,014 -If you don't tell me, how would I know? -If you don't know, then forget it. 517 01:05:35,014 --> 01:05:36,141 What do you mean by forget it? 518 01:05:36,141 --> 01:05:39,936 Even if I say it, it won't make a difference. You're the one who's angry. 519 01:05:44,441 --> 01:05:47,152 Because if I don't say anything like this, I'll get hurt. 520 01:05:54,284 --> 01:05:57,620 Don't act like you're the only one getting hurt. 521 01:06:08,590 --> 01:06:10,300 I'm going out for a walk. 522 01:06:27,692 --> 01:06:29,110 Nico. 523 01:06:30,778 --> 01:06:32,697 I'm tired. 524 01:06:34,157 --> 01:06:36,451 Let's go back to Tokyo together. 525 01:06:38,328 --> 01:06:39,871 Can you take a plane? 526 01:06:41,956 --> 01:06:42,916 Don't want to? 527 01:06:54,344 --> 01:06:55,261 Let's run. 528 01:06:55,970 --> 01:06:57,388 Nico. 529 01:06:57,388 --> 01:06:58,598 Run, run. 530 01:07:01,351 --> 01:07:03,811 531 01:07:08,107 --> 01:07:09,317 Nico. 532 01:07:10,318 --> 01:07:11,736 Let's run. 533 01:07:47,647 --> 01:07:49,148 Is that guy not coming? 534 01:07:53,444 --> 01:07:54,946 What happened? 535 01:07:55,697 --> 01:07:57,407 i don't know anything. 536 01:08:14,966 --> 01:08:16,843 Give it to me. 537 01:08:58,092 --> 01:08:59,844 Emi hand me the fireworks. 538 01:10:12,208 --> 01:10:13,418 Don't cry. 539 01:10:14,544 --> 01:10:16,337 Even if you say that, I still want to cry. 540 01:10:39,569 --> 01:10:40,987 Okay, stop crying now. 541 01:11:06,387 --> 01:11:08,055 do you want to eat too? 542 01:11:12,185 --> 01:11:13,978 Don't tell Mom, okay? 543 01:11:52,600 --> 01:11:54,894 -You're back. -Yes, I'm back. 544 01:11:55,186 --> 01:11:56,562 How's your health? 545 01:11:57,230 --> 01:11:59,774 I always feel dizzy and sluggish. 546 01:12:01,192 --> 01:12:04,237 I'll make something for lunch with these. Can you eat? 547 01:12:04,237 --> 01:12:07,365 I don't know, just try to eat something. 548 01:12:12,078 --> 01:12:14,288 I'll go for a run and then make it, okay? 549 01:12:17,875 --> 01:12:20,169 I put the medicine in the drawer. 550 01:12:25,216 --> 01:12:26,634 Oh. 551 01:12:28,135 --> 01:12:30,179 Are there still so many pills left? 552 01:12:31,848 --> 01:12:33,933 I forgot to take them, so they piled up. 553 01:12:36,811 --> 01:12:41,023 Since there are so many pills piling up there, ask the doctor to prescribe less next time. 554 01:12:41,023 --> 01:12:42,358 Yeah. 555 01:12:46,571 --> 01:12:48,948 what did the doctor say? 556 01:12:50,867 --> 01:12:54,370 I think I'm getting better, so I wanted to stop taking the medicine. 557 01:12:55,037 --> 01:12:57,039 -The doctor didn't agree, right? -No. 558 01:12:58,624 --> 01:13:02,336 She always says, "You will become better, become a better person." 559 01:13:04,630 --> 01:13:09,135 Oh, I see. So you mean I'm not good yet, right? 560 01:13:19,061 --> 01:13:20,521 The clothes are washed. 561 01:13:20,521 --> 01:13:22,023 - Let me hang them up. - Okay. 562 01:13:29,447 --> 01:13:33,784 Until I was five months pregnant, I was mostly bedridden. 563 01:13:33,784 --> 01:13:38,748 Walking the dog, doing household chores, buying things, all were done by Kazuo for me. 564 01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,334 - Is that so? - Yes. 565 01:13:41,334 --> 01:13:44,003 I was only responsible for lying down. 566 01:13:45,546 --> 01:13:48,007 When Kazuo got sick. 567 01:13:48,466 --> 01:13:53,262 He caused you a lot of trouble. It's something he should have done. 568 01:14:01,312 --> 01:14:02,563 How is your job going? 569 01:14:02,563 --> 01:14:04,398 Don't worry about it, everything is fine. 570 01:14:08,778 --> 01:14:12,114 Are you planning to continue like this? 571 01:14:12,114 --> 01:14:16,369 Going to university in Tokyo and still doing part-time jobs like this? 572 01:14:16,369 --> 01:14:17,828 work is work. 573 01:14:27,088 --> 01:14:29,966 Do you want to take the local civil service exam? 574 01:14:29,966 --> 01:14:33,010 Your grades are good, and it's not too late now. 575 01:14:33,010 --> 01:14:38,391 Don't force me to become a civil servant just because you work in the government. 576 01:14:41,852 --> 01:14:46,565 You said you wanted to work with words and became an editor. 577 01:14:47,400 --> 01:14:50,236 But you didn't stick with it for long and came back home. 578 01:14:50,236 --> 01:14:52,571 How are you going to support the child like this? 579 01:14:53,114 --> 01:14:56,867 The kids father, he finally came back for a visit. 580 01:14:58,452 --> 01:15:04,208 I don't want my child to become like me. 581 01:15:05,126 --> 01:15:07,086 It's okay if they don't excel in academics. 582 01:15:08,170 --> 01:15:10,131 Treating things that are taken for granted 583 01:15:11,632 --> 01:15:14,093 as happiness is enough. 584 01:15:16,929 --> 01:15:19,098 You're too naive. 585 01:15:19,098 --> 01:15:22,977 Go to school, make friends, have a romantic relationship, 586 01:15:22,977 --> 01:15:28,357 Find a job, start a family, live an ordinary life. 587 01:15:30,151 --> 01:15:36,032 I hope him to become the kind of person who finds happiness in simple things. 588 01:15:39,243 --> 01:15:42,121 And what about you? Aren't you happy? 589 01:17:52,835 --> 01:17:54,712 You ran harder today than usual. 590 01:17:58,007 --> 01:17:59,216 what about that guy? 591 01:18:06,348 --> 01:18:07,516 died 592 01:18:25,117 --> 01:18:26,827 Akira is dead. 593 01:18:48,307 --> 01:18:49,934 Did it die in an accident? 594 01:18:51,769 --> 01:18:53,437 He jumped into the sea. 595 01:18:56,273 --> 01:18:57,983 That incident... 596 01:19:04,448 --> 01:19:06,450 why didn't you tell me? 597 01:19:12,539 --> 01:19:14,041 I couldn't say it. 598 01:19:17,086 --> 01:19:19,713 My mind went blank, and I didn't feel like talking to anyone. 599 01:19:48,284 --> 01:19:50,035 i'm not a kid anymore. 600 01:19:57,042 --> 01:19:59,003 A friend died in that way. 601 01:20:01,338 --> 01:20:03,048 I can't be a kid anymore. 602 01:20:05,342 --> 01:20:06,927 Why did he want to end his life? 603 01:20:11,307 --> 01:20:13,392 That question has been haunting me recently. 604 01:20:18,439 --> 01:20:20,149 I've been thinking about it all the time. 605 01:20:34,121 --> 01:20:36,081 But in the end, I couldn't figure it out. 606 01:20:41,378 --> 01:20:47,885 All I know is that he jumped into the sea alone. 607 01:20:46,508 --> 01:20:47,885 608 01:21:15,245 --> 01:21:17,748 You won't interfere too much in other people's relationships 609 01:22:27,276 --> 01:22:29,153 Can you go to the hospital alone? 610 01:22:34,366 --> 01:22:35,784 no, 611 01:22:36,243 --> 01:22:37,953 I can't take the train. 612 01:22:43,208 --> 01:22:44,877 Then let's take a taxi. 613 01:22:45,878 --> 01:22:47,087 I'll take you there. 614 01:23:06,398 --> 01:23:08,901 615 01:23:10,360 --> 01:23:12,529 If, while I'm in the taxi, I lose control, 616 01:23:15,782 --> 01:23:19,912 You can do whatever it takes to calm me down. 617 01:23:20,204 --> 01:23:22,247 Even hit me if necessary. 618 01:23:23,499 --> 01:23:24,917 Why are you saying that? 619 01:23:32,799 --> 01:23:34,468 I'm scared. 620 01:23:35,594 --> 01:23:38,555 Even if I stay at home, I can't breathe. 621 01:23:41,141 --> 01:23:45,604 It's like losing half of my heart. 622 01:23:51,360 --> 01:23:55,948 I feel like I'm going crazy and not being myself. 623 01:23:59,701 --> 01:24:01,286 I understand, I understand. 624 01:24:13,882 --> 01:24:15,592 If I have to be hospitalized, 625 01:24:16,260 --> 01:24:20,097 Let Junko know, and also my family. 626 01:24:20,097 --> 01:24:21,390 Okay. 627 01:24:26,895 --> 01:24:29,273 I'm so hungry. Let's go eat something. 628 01:24:30,148 --> 01:24:33,652 I can't go to a restaurant. I'm scared. 629 01:24:36,863 --> 01:24:41,034 Then I'll go buy some bread. Wait here. 630 01:25:59,488 --> 01:26:01,239 Kenji, what's wrong? 631 01:26:02,824 --> 01:26:07,329 I went to your house, and Junko said you went for a run, so I came to find you. 632 01:26:07,329 --> 01:26:08,330 I see. 633 01:26:15,879 --> 01:26:17,255 How are you feeling? 634 01:26:17,881 --> 01:26:20,342 It's the first time you've asked me that. 635 01:26:20,342 --> 01:26:21,301 Is it? 636 01:26:22,386 --> 01:26:24,054 I'm fine. 637 01:26:25,222 --> 01:26:27,349 It's been a year already. 638 01:26:28,892 --> 01:26:33,689 You suddenly cried and begged me to take you to the hospital. 639 01:26:36,274 --> 01:26:37,984 Why did I do that? 640 01:26:38,860 --> 01:26:41,071 Why did I become so fragile inside? 641 01:26:41,071 --> 01:26:42,739 I still don't understand. 642 01:26:45,242 --> 01:26:52,290 Do you still remember when we sat here eating bread? There was a remote-controlled plane hovering in the air over there 643 01:26:53,041 --> 01:26:56,002 I remember everything about that time. 644 01:26:56,002 --> 01:26:58,505 Including my own wandering thoughts 645 01:26:59,005 --> 01:27:01,383 But I didn't want to say them out loud. 646 01:27:01,383 --> 01:27:03,218 -Did you tell the doctor about it? -No. 647 01:27:06,263 --> 01:27:08,724 As you kept running, 648 01:27:13,979 --> 01:27:17,774 sometimes you felt worse and worse. 649 01:27:18,859 --> 01:27:23,238 You felt like you were going crazy, running forward with determination. 650 01:27:23,238 --> 01:27:25,073 It's good, isn't it? 651 01:27:25,741 --> 01:27:26,908 Is it? 652 01:27:27,617 --> 01:27:32,414 Sometimes, if I really become as strange as I perceive myself 653 01:27:32,414 --> 01:27:36,918 to be and end up being locked in a ward because of it, I won't regret it. 654 01:27:36,918 --> 01:27:39,129 Because that would also be the real me. 655 01:27:40,130 --> 01:27:43,133 In that case, to keep you from getting bored, I will come to visit you. 656 01:27:46,553 --> 01:27:49,389 Running every day allows me to see different scenery. 657 01:27:50,682 --> 01:27:54,060 Even in the same place, the scenery I see is completely different. 658 01:27:56,021 --> 01:27:59,649 -When I'm free, I just relax. -Because you're healthy. 659 01:28:00,984 --> 01:28:05,447 I'm planning to travel to Spain during this year's spring break. 660 01:28:06,239 --> 01:28:08,700 Why all of a sudden? Haven't you had enough of Japan? 661 01:28:08,700 --> 01:28:11,161 I've been planning it for a while now. 662 01:28:11,161 --> 01:28:15,582 I've saved money for a year, and I'm finally about to achieve my goal. 663 01:28:15,582 --> 01:28:19,586 I want to go to Catalonia first. 664 01:28:21,630 --> 01:28:24,424 I guess I was still running regularly back then. 665 01:28:25,801 --> 01:28:28,178 Even if I'm not here, please don't cry. 666 01:28:28,178 --> 01:28:30,305 Then don't cry in Spain either. 667 01:28:51,451 --> 01:28:54,204 -I'm back. -Sorry to disturb you. 668 01:28:54,204 --> 01:28:57,332 I'm back. Where did you guys meet? 669 01:28:57,332 --> 01:28:58,834 At the embankment. 670 01:28:59,376 --> 01:29:01,920 Kazu, come over here. 671 01:29:01,920 --> 01:29:02,879 What's the matter? 672 01:29:02,879 --> 01:29:04,756 Come here for a moment. 673 01:29:10,846 --> 01:29:13,723 Can you help me trim my nails? 674 01:29:14,349 --> 01:29:16,935 My belly is getting in the way, and I can't reach them. 675 01:29:23,441 --> 01:29:24,901 Put your foot on my lap. 676 01:29:28,238 --> 01:29:30,740 Sorry, my hands are a little cold. 677 01:29:31,283 --> 01:29:32,117 It's okay. 678 01:29:37,414 --> 01:29:39,332 I put the beer in the fridge. 679 01:29:39,332 --> 01:29:40,292 Thank you. 680 01:29:40,834 --> 01:29:42,419 Thank you. 681 01:29:42,419 --> 01:29:43,628 -Is this okay? -It's fine. 682 01:29:58,435 --> 01:30:01,229 There are so many. 683 01:30:03,523 --> 01:30:07,110 -Did you wash them all? -Yes, I washed three buckets in the washing machine. 684 01:30:08,570 --> 01:30:11,990 Baby items need to be rinsed first. 685 01:30:14,701 --> 01:30:16,661 Aren't they cute? 686 01:30:17,203 --> 01:30:22,375 And they say this is the happiest detergent in the world. 687 01:30:22,375 --> 01:30:24,169 Is that so? 688 01:30:51,363 --> 01:30:52,405 nico 689 01:30:53,281 --> 01:30:56,660 You're going to have a little brother or sister. 690 01:31:22,560 --> 01:31:25,939 -Where's Junko? -She's sleeping on the second floor. 691 01:31:30,610 --> 01:31:32,320 It's already late. 692 01:31:42,789 --> 01:31:44,666 -I'm going back now. -Okay. 693 01:31:53,925 --> 01:31:56,302 By the time I come back from Spain, 694 01:31:57,095 --> 01:31:59,431 you'll already be a dad. 695 01:32:00,432 --> 01:32:02,475 I don't know if I can adapt to being a father. 696 01:32:05,145 --> 01:32:06,980 I envy you for having a family. 697 01:32:08,606 --> 01:32:11,234 I've always envied you. 698 01:32:12,027 --> 01:32:14,320 Is that so? 699 01:32:20,160 --> 01:32:22,829 Well then, I'll be going. Goodbye. 700 01:33:34,526 --> 01:34:21,739 10mg of Idepryl (a common antidepressant medication). 701 01:37:25,882 --> 01:37:28,426 I said, go upstairs and sleep. 702 01:37:46,235 --> 01:37:47,945 Kazuo. 703 01:37:59,540 --> 01:38:01,084 Kazuo. 704 01:38:08,299 --> 01:38:09,759 Kazuo. 705 01:38:11,969 --> 01:38:13,429 Kazuo. 706 01:38:17,266 --> 01:38:18,684 Kazuo. 707 01:38:19,477 --> 01:38:21,270 Kazuo. 708 01:38:22,188 --> 01:38:23,815 Kazuo. 709 01:38:25,274 --> 01:38:26,401 Kazuo. 710 01:38:28,277 --> 01:38:29,946 Kazuo. 711 01:38:31,364 --> 01:38:33,324 Kazuo. 712 01:38:35,743 --> 01:38:37,328 Kazuo. 713 01:38:49,882 --> 01:38:53,386 When the paramedics arrived, he had already lost consciousness. 714 01:38:53,386 --> 01:38:57,598 Emergency measures were taken, and he was transferred here and had his stomach washed. 715 01:38:57,598 --> 01:39:01,144 An IV was administered, and he temporarily regained consciousness at 9 o'clock. 716 01:39:01,144 --> 01:39:03,688 Then he immediately fell back asleep. 717 01:39:03,688 --> 01:39:05,565 "Just in case," said the doctor. 718 01:39:08,234 --> 01:39:10,111 Mr. Kudo, how are you feeling? 719 01:39:11,279 --> 01:39:13,322 What is this? 720 01:39:13,322 --> 01:39:16,033 It's to ensure your safety. 721 01:39:16,033 --> 01:39:17,743 But this way... 722 01:39:17,743 --> 01:39:20,121 i can't move at all. 723 01:39:21,414 --> 01:39:24,000 do you know what you did? 724 01:39:28,546 --> 01:39:30,506 I just had a little too much to drink. 725 01:39:31,841 --> 01:39:35,261 You didn't just have a little too much to drink. 726 01:39:36,637 --> 01:39:38,014 i can't remember. 727 01:39:38,806 --> 01:39:41,225 Can you help me untie this? 728 01:39:41,225 --> 01:39:43,603 I can't get up. I'm in pain. 729 01:39:43,603 --> 01:39:45,271 Mr. Kudo... 730 01:39:46,272 --> 01:39:48,566 We're also in pain, you know. 731 01:39:52,695 --> 01:39:56,115 Is my condition that serious? 732 01:39:58,534 --> 01:40:00,786 It's for your safety. 733 01:40:23,309 --> 01:40:25,269 I understand. Please come in. 734 01:40:43,204 --> 01:40:45,915 "Hello." "Hello." "How do you feel physically?" 735 01:40:45,915 --> 01:40:48,668 "Is the obstruction cleared?" 736 01:40:55,591 --> 01:40:58,553 "It doesn't feel good." 737 01:42:14,754 --> 01:42:16,714 "Thank you." 738 01:42:16,714 --> 01:42:19,592 - It's nothing. - Could you do me a favor and buy some cigarettes next time? 739 01:42:20,426 --> 01:42:22,428 I can't go shopping yet. 740 01:42:22,428 --> 01:42:25,723 The nurse is constantly watching me. I can't leave. 741 01:42:25,723 --> 01:42:26,724 I understand. 742 01:42:29,018 --> 01:42:29,769 Is Nico doing okay? 743 01:42:30,853 --> 01:42:32,521 She's fine. 744 01:42:33,064 --> 01:42:34,148 It must be tough taking her for a walk. 745 01:42:34,940 --> 01:42:39,528 It's alright. The doctor said it's good to move around when it's not too bad. 746 01:42:39,695 --> 01:42:41,155 I see. 747 01:42:45,993 --> 01:42:48,663 Oh, this is... 748 01:42:55,586 --> 01:42:57,963 It's a photo from the prenatal checkup. 749 01:43:05,596 --> 01:43:07,014 Oh, I see it now. 750 01:43:07,014 --> 01:43:07,598 What? 751 01:43:09,517 --> 01:43:10,726 Look at it this way. 752 01:43:12,395 --> 01:43:14,063 It's a face. 753 01:43:14,063 --> 01:43:18,526 Eyes, nose, mouth, and... this is a hand. 754 01:43:19,860 --> 01:43:21,946 I see. 755 01:43:23,239 --> 01:43:25,241 The gender is also determined. 756 01:43:26,075 --> 01:43:27,952 She's indeed a girl. 757 01:43:28,452 --> 01:43:30,746 it's a girl. 758 01:43:33,791 --> 01:43:37,670 I saw clearly on the ultrasound. She looks very beautiful. 759 01:43:38,671 --> 01:43:42,049 The corner of her mouth doesn't resemble mine. It resembles yours. 760 01:43:42,049 --> 01:43:43,676 I see. 761 01:43:47,221 --> 01:43:49,849 - We need to think of a name. - Yes. 762 01:43:50,891 --> 01:43:53,060 I came up with a sunny name. 763 01:43:53,936 --> 01:43:57,064 Like Hikari, like Nozomi. 764 01:44:11,787 --> 01:44:13,706 What's wrong? 765 01:44:14,832 --> 01:44:15,833 I'm sorry. 766 01:44:17,001 --> 01:44:18,753 Why are you apologizing? 767 01:44:18,753 --> 01:44:21,922 I always only think about myself. I'm sorry. 768 01:44:30,264 --> 01:44:31,974 At my previous company... 769 01:44:32,850 --> 01:44:36,020 When I just started working there, 770 01:44:36,020 --> 01:44:38,105 we went for an interview together. 771 01:44:38,898 --> 01:44:42,902 It was my first interview, and I was trying too hard. 772 01:44:42,902 --> 01:44:45,488 I saw everyone around me as enemies. 773 01:44:46,447 --> 01:44:49,408 I was holding a camera and a lighting device. 774 01:44:49,408 --> 01:44:52,161 I was carrying heavy things and walking alone. 775 01:44:53,245 --> 01:44:55,414 You caught up to me from behind. 776 01:44:55,873 --> 01:44:59,293 You readily took what I was holding. 777 01:45:00,336 --> 01:45:02,338 You walked ahead without saying a word. 778 01:45:03,088 --> 01:45:05,090 Is there more to that story? 779 01:45:08,844 --> 01:45:11,055 Just because of that... 780 01:45:13,182 --> 01:45:14,850 at that time, 781 01:45:16,143 --> 01:45:19,396 looking at your back, 782 01:45:22,775 --> 01:45:26,320 I thought, "I like this person." 783 01:45:29,532 --> 01:45:31,408 Isn't that silly? 784 01:45:33,786 --> 01:45:35,746 Maybe it's a little silly. 785 01:45:44,213 --> 01:45:46,715 Do you feel like I'm a burden to you? 786 01:45:48,050 --> 01:45:49,552 No, not at all. 787 01:45:51,470 --> 01:45:54,223 Actually, you didn't want to get married, did you? 788 01:45:55,641 --> 01:45:57,601 And you didn't want to have children, right? 789 01:45:58,853 --> 01:46:00,354 No, that's not true. 790 01:46:03,482 --> 01:46:08,901 Why have we become like this? 791 01:46:07,319 --> 01:46:08,904 792 01:47:17,473 --> 01:47:19,266 Hello. 793 01:47:20,684 --> 01:47:23,938 Oh, it's you. Hello. 794 01:47:25,522 --> 01:47:28,275 This must be Nico. Nico with a big smile. 795 01:47:28,776 --> 01:47:31,654 Yes, Nico with a big smile. 796 01:47:47,461 --> 01:47:50,172 You're pregnant, right? 797 01:47:51,340 --> 01:47:52,967 That's great. 798 01:47:53,926 --> 01:47:58,055 My dream is to raise cats, dogs, and children together. 799 01:47:59,348 --> 01:48:01,100 It would be wonderful if we could make all of them come true. 800 01:48:03,560 --> 01:48:06,063 We'll definitely make them come true. 801 01:48:11,443 --> 01:48:13,445 Are you going on a trip? 802 01:48:14,071 --> 01:48:17,408 I'm going back to Tokyo. Taking the ferry with Nico. 803 01:48:18,617 --> 01:48:19,535 A ferry? 804 01:48:20,160 --> 01:48:21,453 Aren't you taking a plane? 805 01:48:22,079 --> 01:48:25,124 If I take a plane, the dog will be treated as baggage. 806 01:48:25,124 --> 01:48:27,584 If I take the ferry, I can be in the same cabin with it. 807 01:48:36,635 --> 01:48:39,722 Your expression is starting to resemble the people here more. 808 01:48:41,015 --> 01:48:42,057 Is that so? 809 01:48:43,976 --> 01:48:45,227 Thank you. 810 01:48:52,067 --> 01:48:54,528 congratulations. 811 01:48:54,528 --> 01:48:56,572 thank you. 812 01:49:06,415 --> 01:49:07,833 Nico, let's go. 813 01:49:09,418 --> 01:49:10,919 814 01:51:07,244 --> 01:51:11,665 If you have something important, please leave me a message within three minutes. 815 01:51:13,208 --> 01:51:15,711 Junko, it's me. 816 01:51:15,711 --> 01:51:17,254 How is your health? 817 01:51:18,046 --> 01:51:20,924 Thank you for bringing me drinks earlier. 818 01:51:20,924 --> 01:51:24,344 The hospital only has water and tea, so carbonated drinks are especially enjoyable. 819 01:51:25,345 --> 01:51:27,806 Today, Dr. Uno said 820 01:51:27,806 --> 01:51:31,351 I'll soon be moved from the isolation ward to the general ward. 821 01:51:31,935 --> 01:51:34,271 It seems like visiting hours can happen anytime now. 822 01:51:35,022 --> 01:51:38,942 But there are no available beds at the moment, and I don't know when I can move. 823 01:51:42,029 --> 01:51:44,865 I've been thinking about what happened between us before. 824 01:51:46,200 --> 01:51:48,368 The things you did for me and 825 01:51:49,369 --> 01:51:51,914 the things I did to you. 826 01:51:53,457 --> 01:51:56,919 I've been reflecting on them, and I'm grateful to you. 827 01:51:57,628 --> 01:52:00,005 Now I realize how difficult it has been for you. 828 01:52:03,425 --> 01:52:05,177 Is our baby doing well inside your belly? 829 01:52:05,677 --> 01:52:07,971 I'm sorry I couldn't be by your side. 830 01:52:08,764 --> 01:52:11,099 I wish I could be discharged soon. 831 01:52:12,559 --> 01:52:14,311 Please contact me when you have time. 832 01:52:26,490 --> 01:52:27,449 - Mr. Sumi. - Yes. 833 01:52:27,449 --> 01:52:29,618 Excuse me. These are his data. 834 01:52:29,618 --> 01:52:30,786 Let me take a look. 835 01:52:30,786 --> 01:52:33,914 - Pay attention to your diet. 836 01:52:34,665 --> 01:52:37,292 Also, consider rehabilitation. 837 01:52:38,085 --> 01:52:39,503 I'll think about it. 838 01:52:58,689 --> 01:53:00,065 Mr. Kudo. 839 01:53:08,365 --> 01:53:10,075 Mr. Kudo. 840 01:53:10,534 --> 01:53:12,119 Wait. 841 01:53:18,166 --> 01:53:19,584 Mr. Kudo.